Tuesday, January 25, 2005

Sunday, January 23, 2005

Dream Dream Dream

Finally, the performance has over.

Dunno wat to say, but i just feel like having a dream. A dream that i have since i was small.

Because of this performance, i got to know alot of good frens, know more abt theater, know that i'm not as useless as i thought, improve my skill and more imptly, i know wat i love now.

In fact, i'm proud of wat i have done. For eg, i have never tot that i can design things. And guess wat, i learnt Illustrator by my own and designed the booklet that won compliment from my frens, as well.

Being on stage is such a good exp. The feelign is so GOOD. Although i did feel stress, extremely stress before i go on stage......hahah.. especially when ur partner is a good actor. But once i'm on stage, i jsut feel different.

the last show, i think it's the best among the 3. At that very moment, i could just feel the existance of myself and si xiang, as if the air was still, leaving the piano notes swinging at the theater. Tears ran out from my eyes so naturally, that i couldn't stop even after the show.

thank you si xiang for being so patient. His encouragement gave me courage to stand on stage. Without him, i dun think i can handle the role. When i was at backstage, he was the one who help me to build up my 'feeling'. I hugged him so tightly that i finally broke into tears again after the performance.

Then, today i went to the chinese theater award ceremony. It was so grand and touching. I wish i have the chance to stand on that stage.

P/s: I met a fren, who i knew thru organizing events. In fact, i have seen him at some public places several times, once a year... like that.... But i always miss the chance to talk to him. Until yesterday, i quikly grabbed him aside and ask for his name. And BINGO it was him!!! glad to find this old fren and also surprised that he was in theater field too. We promised to meet on stage.....heheheh!!!!

Tuesday, January 11, 2005

My decision

Many ppl have been asking abt my future study plan since i quited my job in Dec 2004. I have promised to give thema a final answer on 31st of dEc 2004. And..... well... it seems that i haven really come out with any decision yet. But, it's confirmed that i won't be going to Aus this year.

Sorry, guys! But i really dun feel like talking my future study plan. So, change topic yeah!!!!!!!

Sigh, I have been leading a ..................sigh. dunno how to describe my life... One moment i would be busy like hell..... working on the theater stuff, handling ppl prob and doing designing work....no time to sleep and eat...... the next moment I'm extremely superb free..... rotting at home......pointing the remote control at the TV, keep changing channels.

So, to fill up my empty life, any idea on wat i can do? Oh, btw, i have got my driving license. YAHO!!!!. so , dun laugh at me anymore huh!