Wednesday, May 04, 2005

Argh....... Col starts today!

*Yawn*

Stucking out my right hand from the comforter, trying hard to look for my clock placed on the table next to me without opening my eyes. Still yawning, I bent up gradually and took a peek of the clock. Shit! It's 9am already! Overslept!

I usually wake up pretty early, so that i can take my sweet time to eat breakfast, do some housekeeping, flip through the newspaper and online for a while. So did today.

Playing with my dumb bells, I opened the MSN messager and checked if i could bum into someone. "I planned to........" was the phrase that i love to use since i started my new college life. Again, I did planned to do my blog. However, i ended up rummaging others' blog and writing an 'irelevant' entry (this one). I put' irrelevant' because I really wanted to submit an entry for the DM (Digital Media module) in the first place. TRUST ME!!!!! I really DID!

So, what's now? I do not feel good either. First, upset over my "forgetfulness" (I wonder if there is such a word) and am feeling guilty for not going hw. Secondly, upset over my poor English after reading others' blogs.

I hate this feeling! Being a sensitive person, this feeling will ruin down my mood for the whole day! Sigh. Hopefully somone willl ask me out yum cha tonight. Perhaps this can motivate me to finish at least a blog before i go out.

Sunday, May 01, 2005

遐想

躺在硬邦邦的木板地上,仰望著順時鐘走的天花風扇,腦袋盡是混亂的畫面:昨天大家在MAMAK提出的點子、回到家我自言自語的話語情景、昨晚因帶了隱性眼睛而在看不清楚道路的狀況下駕車、等等的事情像以投影機放射在風扇上,快速地出現在面前。

閉上雙眼,身體慢慢隨著熱氣浮在空中,越飄越高。陳慧琳的大長今主題曲,幽幽地在時空舞動著,盡入眼簾的畫面逐漸從我熟悉的KL,換成朦朧的韓國古時街頭生活。就在那一瞬間,音樂停止。我仿佛被別人在肩膀輕拍了下,把我從韓國拉回熱乎乎的KL。

繼續呆望著天花板,努力嘗試為戲劇想些創意的點子,但腦袋好象便秘般,一點也拉不出任何大便點子。我在想是不是自己習慣了在盒子思索問題,而導致創意便秘。還是正如耀說,我對己對事太執著了,而常想太多必要的問題。反正,我現在討厭死自己就是了!

當我的手指在鍵盤上跳著GROOVE時,理性的右腦一直提醒我還有許多“部落格“在排隊等我寫;另一方面,感性且頑皮的左腦卻引誘我繼續做自己想做的事情。最后,右腦扭不過左腦,左腦勝出了。因此,這篇中文的“部落格”被排泄出來了。