Depresstress

Depress+stress= depresstress

This is excatly how i feel now. DEPRESSTRESS!!!!

I hate last mn work. I tot i have prepared everything. I tot the CD can run. I tot I have time to study. I hate rushing here and there for the recording.

Most importantly, i hate my voice. For the past 20 years. never have such feeling b4 until i recorded my voice the other day. It sounds so "singing song", sounds so fake. it is just SUX! I used to think that i have a fine voice, at least it is still endureable if go on air. But, Sham pointed my mistake....... when i listen back to my recording, i determine to work hard to improve my tone and pitch. I was the first few who book the studio last week, thinking that i can tackle my prob asap. Unfortunately, I was occupied with assingment last week, that i only manage to play with those mixer. Therefore, i have no choice but to book for the coming week. but, OMG. it's all fully booked........................................................!!!!!!! I have to share a time slot with my fren. feel so pai seh man!!!! cuz they also need the time to do their recording. At the same time, i just found out the music i wanna use is only available in VCD. Luckily, Aik teong helped me to transfer it to CD audio file.

Now, another prob pops up. How to record my voice? i dun have a recorder, i can only use adobe audition to record, which "i dun know him, and he doens't know me" too. I manage to record a few seconds. HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

核子猫病了

今天，穿到很特别去学校，
不是要让人家自卑，
而是，我生病了，
所以穿著有别与平常的打扮。
录音的环境“陪”上我的打扮，
真的很有文艺的气息，
可惜，没带到相机。

所以，就放张猫猫准备吃药的样子。

我病了
猫猫也病了
他有药吃
我没药吃
好惨！

今早时，只是喉咙痛
怎知，录音后，回家睡个午觉后，
病魔便掠夺我美丽的声音了
呵呵，好想很夸张
不过，我真的是完全发不出声音
开著嘴巴，音箱却罢工

后来，喝些枇杷膏，喝了覃大哥的补汤后，
就勉强可以发声了。
怎知，风扇吹过来时，
背脊一阵凉凉地 （不要想歪啦！〕
接著，喷嚏和鼻涕接著一爆而发，不可收拾。
一直感觉到痰在喉咙蠕动。*恶心

现在呢，去到那儿，都抱著一个tissue box,
朋友们，没事，就请不要call我，
我已没力气讲话了，
也没声音讲话了。
*不过，我不介意你们捎个短训问候我，呵呵！*

生病了，还要教补习，都还好
但是，还要赶Assignment，就真的觉得自己很苦命！

纸飞机

我把纸飞机一一抛向天空
全部都自杀性地
盲目地飞向地上
只有一个
成功搭上热气流的火车
飘走了
消失在我眼前。

我不知火车去哪里
但我相信那纸飞机一定会找到它的天空。

冤冤相报，何时了？

单看片名，可能会觉得是部低成本的港产片。
再把眼镜望高点，看到照片，哇！好多卡士，设计也很有霸气
视线寻找著导演名字，哦！原来是“江湖”的导演－－黄精PU
马上对这部电影有所期待。

影片PU开始不久，我的眼泪线已开始工作了
喜欢导演描述父女的感情。
钟爱那独特的拍摄手法，
欣赏整个SETTING，尤其是寺庙那一幕；和画面的色调
佩服编剧和导演的角色构造和剧情设计
惊叹演员们的演技
每个主角从角色个性到形象都极为鲜明


林嘉欣白色，刘心悠红色
还有一个PIZZA男戴的小红帽
除了比较特别的4奶爸之外，其余的一律黑色

这些颜色的分配不仅代表个个的性格，
也代表潜伏性的意思，MOTIF

好比红色，对我来说
是令人挥霍的青春，甜蜜，或血腥
（看了电影，你就知我讲什么了〕
颜色也让整个电影框框有了美感
可惜，找不到照片来应证。

镜头拿捏到很好哦！
令我有股冲动，想玩玩摄影机
时而把镜头倾斜
时而善用FILTER
把玩著观众的情绪。

刘烨把那自卑、恐慌、不舍、紧张的心情
像变脸般一一换在脸上
太棒了！

新人刘心悠清新，诚恳的脸孔不在话下
她的演技对一个完全没有演戏经验的新人，真的很不错
至少我自己认为。


曾志伟，演的父亲和老大，入木三分
每次看到去世的画面，我必定会泪流满脸
在单亲家庭长大，爸爸对我来说非常的重要
我不是个乖女儿，心想哪天爸爸走了，
我会怎样？写著写著，我又哭了。

看后感：
忽然间，觉得一个富丽堂皇、神圣的寺庙也不再是江湖的避风港了
冤冤相报，何时了？

*all the photos are taken from http://www.rthk.org.hk/culture/movie/20050714_342_32998.html

Have i taken the wrong path?

I collected my 'Writing for the media' assignment this afternoon. Staring at those red mark, at one moment, I really felt so regret for majoring in broadcast journalism. I dun have the gift of writing in english. I used to thought that i have an average fine command in english. However, what happened today has already shattered my confidence.

In fact, it's not my intention to take broadcast journalism; i planned to study screen studies initially. But, i have no choice. If i major in screen, i would have to spend 2 years in aust, which my family can't afford to. So, i picked up Ms. Rekha's advice to major in my second choice. And i felt so regret now. Throughout the lesson, I was so dull and unmotivated.

Well, after what seemed to be an hour, delving deep into this negative thought, a thought came to my mind: What do i want to be in the future?. I have always wanted to work as a newscaster or an anchor in the TV station . An excellent command in english is the key to success in it. As a result, i was awaken. I have to improve my english!

By the end of this semester, I must get at least a 3.0 for every assignment. I want dear Mr. Moses to remember my name, my improvement!

Me 

我回来啦！

HELLO！
核子猫回来啦！
算了吧！
反正我喊得那么大声
也是对著空气打招呼吧了

走著瞧吧！
我会努力POST多点部落格。