Sadness can be infected

I visited my fren's blog just now. ................................................................................

dunno how to describe how sad am i! he spoke of how anti-social he was and how ppl talked to him. after reading it, my mind blank. It sounded abit like me.!!!! and now, his sadness infected me liao. His frens posted him alot msg, sending regards to him. i did too.

To make me feel more miserable, i tot of the incident occurred few days ago. I hurted my fren unconsciously, not until she told me. i didn't mean to do it, i just took the wrong action and uttered the wrong words automatically. I"m blue blue blue blue... deadly..........blue.............