Yo.... i'm back, dear. It seems to be ages ago since my last blog. Many things have happened during that time. "People come, people go" ----don't ask my why i say this!!
I have experienced different feelings and learned alot of lessons for the past few weeks. Amazed to find outt hat i'm not as optimistic, cheerful and motivated as i thought. In fact, i'm lacking of self-confidence, alot. I feel so discouraged in performance and singing. Sometime, i dun even dare to take the first step when i perform or sing. "I'm not going to make it". i know it's very unhealthy to have this kind of thinking but just can't help it. Thanks to Aik teong for supporting me. I will try my best to overcome it.
On the other hand, i just found outt oday that i may be able to study in aus next year, Feb intake in Murdoch Uni. I should be glad abt it. But unfortunately, i dun feel as i ahve expected. On the contrary, i'm afraid that i can't adapt to the life there and i will definitely miss my fren, my theater, my singing lessons here. Never have such feeling b4, not even when i left for Sg last time. Anyway, i still need to double confirm with da uni (some problem witht he credit transfer matter) and check out with my dad regarding his 'financial status' first. Of course, if suddenly a local uni or col pops out with 'Media Studies' this course, i will be the first oen to enroll and stay back in malaysia.!!!
